I can not speak
because of fear of repetition
wanting sex
wanting love
wanting power
wanting control
wanting money
because of fear of being a whiner
asexual
androgyny
invisibility
loneliness
valueless
because of fear these things bring
because of fear of repetition
wanting sex
wanting love
wanting power
wanting control
wanting money
because of fear of being a whiner
asexual
androgyny
invisibility
loneliness
valueless
because of fear these things bring
No denying now; I am an old soul. One of a few, that are in a wired universe of youthful exuberance and blissful ignorance.
4 comments:
These words move me just as much as your earlier post did. I am living this almost every day, huh, I am so grateful to you for articulating my reality. My inability to speak doesn't quiet the din in my head however, and my frustrated relations with all of those "wants!" I hope you are well!
aishya,
I have wrote a little in this blog about some of those wants, but it has not been a catharsis. So this is where I am now. I am grateful that I have made a connection.
I am well, thank you.
I really think this is a wonderful post. So few words but the message is so clear. It hits home.
a. Thank You
Some times my thoughts don't come through.
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